
So, now I return to the story about this little lace shawl beginning. I was reading Mason Dixon Knitting (the book) and while I became completely obsessed with the warshrags and the log cabin knits, the shawls just didn't do it for me. And I came back to this little shawl. I have no motivation to work on it. I love the pattern and I love the yarn even more, but really, at the end of it all - will I EVER wear a shawl? No, no way! Not my style! But I'm drawn to trying to knit up something lace weight - what a conundrum. Maybe a scarf. Or a tank top - yes, this yarn would make a delicious tank top. I SHOULD learn how to knit filmy lace, learn to block it, see the pattern emerge. But what the heck would I do with it after that? Give it away? No one I know would wear it, either! *sigh*
So, I frogged it. Rewound the yarn back into a ball. Put in back in the stash, with a new assigned project - tank top. And an acceptance of the fact that just because I can knit lace, that doesn't mean I should if it's not "my thing" and I wouldn't use or enjoy the end result. And so starts the development of my knitting philosophy - as a project knitter who needs to have a real, tangible, useful end product that I (or my loved ones) can use and enjoy.